Beauty Haul

Went shopping some more. I got to stop, but I'm addicted.

Im not perfect.

I'm not perfect. I don't do hair well. My hair gets messy. I don't even do makeup well. I don't have good grades in school. I admit I get embarassed when I don't look good. I wish I had the perfect style. I have small feet and I wish I had shoes for them. I'm not perfect, but I know God made me who I am and i'm proud of that.

Oh Be Careful

When i was young i use to sing this in Sunday School. I didn't know what it meant, but now i do.This song means to be careful with what you do in everything. There's someone watching you. So with everything i do, i always have to think am I doing it in behalf of him?

Kids Action Bible Song
O Be Careful, Little Eyes Lyrics

O be careful little eyes what you see,
O be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above
He's looking down in love,
So, be careful little eyes what you see.

O be careful little ears, what you hear
O be careful little ears, what you hear
For the Father up above is
He's looking down in love,
So, be careful little ears, what you hear.

O be careful, little tongue what you say
O be careful, little tongue what you say
For the Father up above
He's looking down in love
So, be careful little tongue what you say.

O be careful little hands what you do
O be careful little hands what you do
For the Father up above
He's looking down in love
So, be careful little hands what you do.

O be careful little feet where you go
O be careful little feet where you go
For the Father up above
He's looking down in love
So, be careful little feet where you go.

O be careful little heart whom you trust
O be careful little heart whom you trust
For the Father up above
He's looking down in love
So, be careful little heart whom you trust.

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I'm not Perfect

I don't pretend to perfect. I sin. I lie. I just want to be myself. I have changed in the past couple of years. I did experience going to the clubs, not as much as other people but i was there. I don't go partying. I don't go to the clubs anymore. I barely drink. I don't curse. It's not that I don't want to do those things. It's that I choose too. I want to be set apart like it says in the Bible.  "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God". (Romans 12:2) I don't want to judge other people for God is the one that judges, not man. Even though, I am guilty of that. I don't know where the person next to me may have come from or his background, but I try to love them the best I can. Even though your not the person I thought you were, I don't want to look at you differently. I want to accept you for who you are. So I'm not perfect.There is no one perfect.

Love, Life, Relationships ....

It's hard to love somebody. It's hard to be in a relationship. I know being in one takes a lot of hard work. Knowing your friends, family, each other takes work. As I look at myself being in a relationship I know that it can be hard. It takes commitment, trust, understanding. It takes one person to open up to another person.
I look at the next stage in my relationship and yes I may be scared, but I want to take that commitment and that covenant God gave us. For those who have been married, I try not to judge, but then I wonder why has there marriage failed. There is no perfect relationship and I am not a marriage expert. I also asked myself are they committed to each other? Do they speak the right love language to each other? If you don't learn what commitment is in a relationship how are you gonna know what it is when you get married? Being married is a commitment to God. Even if you don't have kids when your married, you are still committed to your wife. You made a binding commitment to God and to your wife to be faithful, to be with her till death do us part. To know that you are committed to God first, should scare a lot of people. I wonder do they ever think about that? When you are committed to God, he will make sure that when you do something wrong, he will correct you. Even when times are hard, you are to be committed to working out whatever is wrong in your relationship. You have to be willing to fight for that someone that you love.

At this time in my life.

I never thought my life would change so drastically. I grew up. I learned responsibility. I see things in a different light. I cant be all fun and games. Sometimes you have to clean the house or work whether you don't want too. Be thankful for the things because God gave it to you.We have to treat our body as a temple because it is not our own. We don't know what tommorow brings so treasure every moment.

The Man I Love.

Im thankful to God to give me a man thats so wonderful. He supports me no matter what. He backs me up with whatever I do. Any situation we've encountered he's there and willing to encounter it. He's the most wonderful man and i know God destined me to be with him. I'm thankful that he's learning about life along with me. With whatever we go through in life, we'll always have each other and God.